Darn,,, Skype,,, didn't happen

I know I have to be flexible, but darn it I was looking forward to a Skype visit with Steven and it didn't happen! He was going to the PX with a group and they ran out of time before he could do it, he'll try tomorrow.

I got hurt last night falling down my back stairs, I'm depressed, and I needed that chat! I know, it sounds selfish to me too, but he's all I have. Yes I still have my mother, my step dad that I consider my father, my brother and his family.. but out of my whole, entire, family I have Steven, and my nephew Ricky that I am closest too. Being without both is going to really be a test for me. I go back to work the 29th, my summer break is over, and I don't want to go. I need a change, I'm thinking of leaving the classroom and doing consulting, but I don't know how to go about making the change, I'll have to look into it. It will not only make me happier, but I'll be more available if I need to be. I need a life change, I know this, it's been coming a long time. Normally I'd sit and talk with Steven about it, he has a great head on his shoulder when it comes to me and my issues about work. I love having the time off I do, but I'd like to be more in control of my own time.

I've made sure to be employed with insurance coverage for both of us, now he's covered by the Army and it's just me to worry about, I can look at things a bit differently. But then when he comes back and he isn't active he'll need insurance again. He's talking about going active with his reenlistment, that would be great for him but with our Idiot in Chief in office he may not have an Army worth reenlisting into or a job not being there for him.

I am missing him like crazy right now!!