It's time to suck it up and pray for my son's safety. Put on my brave face, act like I've got it together and fool the world around me. I can't imagine what it is going to be like for awhile; even though we don't talk everyday now, it's the comfort of knowing he is one State over. Now it will be a few countries over and I have to hope I am available anytime he is able to try and get hold of me. I am making huge changes in my life as he goes into the next phase of his life. I will be mentioning a few things here, but I will be devoting a new blog to my life as I try and find my way on an unknown path. I'll be able to support him and his mission better because my stress will be less for awhile. I have to get my life under control, make sure my ducks are in a row and all that good stuff. I just hope he truly understand what I am doing and the choices I am making right now, it's hard to explain, it's major, and it should put me in a better place to handle this deployment of my only child.
I love him, more than anything in the world. No matter what.
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