A Break is Needed

I was hoping to keep this blog as a record of my son's deployment, of our relationship, all kinds of things. I can't do that right now, we have a very bad relationship at the moment, neither one of us understands the other, we can't talk, we can't get along, he and his grandmother are hiding things from me, lying to me, and it's undermining our once fantastic relationship. My son deploys the first week of Sept. I don't know if we will speak before then or not, but I told him this morning that I will not force myself into his life, he is to let me know when he wants to have me back in his life and he be in my life. Under those circumstances I won't have a lot to write about.